Some time ago, I met a girl from Hubei on a blind date microblog.
She is very beautiful, the type I like.
But I always feel that I don't have much motivation to pursue this girl.
I attribute the reason to my good self-awareness.
In other words, I am not confident enough.
I really feel that I am not good enough.
But I really like this girl.
We chat a few words on WeChat every day.
I always feel that I shouldn't be like this.
I'm a bit lost.
I have read a lot of inspirational quotes.
Some say that if you love her, give her freedom.
Or wish her happiness and so on.
I think these are all nonsense.
Love is contradictory.
There is possession, and there is sacrifice.
Mutual love is a matter of fate.
Love at first sight is about appearance.
In the end, I found an excuse for myself for not being proactive enough to pursue a girl.