Written after April Fools' Day

In previous years, I would always remember Xiao Han's death anniversary. It was just before April Fools' Day. This year, perhaps intentionally, I avoided the word "death". Witnessing the person I loved die right in front of me is a cruel thing. I finally understand now how much pain Xiao Han's parents and family must have felt. I didn't attend Xiao Han's final journey, maybe because I couldn't imagine what death would look like at that time. It felt distant from me. I'm not used to blogging anymore, especially after starting work. Every day feels like a repetition of the previous day. Seeing my blog from two years ago, I couldn't help but come here and write something random. Oh, by the way, I'm going back at the end of the month. Hopefully, there will be some changes.

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